If i walk out on you now it's not to cut my losses it's not that i'm tired of your laugh, or of your midnight turns and tosses It's only that i love you, i can't stand to see you go when your casual mentions of our children come too slow.
If i burst out bawling now it's not the end of everything it's that every time i look at you my eyes fall on the silver wedding ring It's that i can i can make you blend into the rest of what i fear it's that all the world looks grey through a falling tear
If i'm gone from your horizon when the sun is at your back, it's not that i don't love you love's the one thing i don't lack. I want the choice that lot's wife got, to see or not to see so i can trust that if i turn around, you're watching me.